A devastating, beautifully written story about love, timing, and the “what if” that haunts you long after the last page.
Autumn and Finn were supposed to be forever. Childhood best friends. Next-door neighbors. Two souls who fit together naturally—until life, high school, and misunderstandings slowly pushed them apart.
Now they live parallel lives—close but painfully distant. Autumn watches Finn from the sidelines, loving him quietly, while he shines with a smile that no longer belongs to her. She has her boyfriend, her friends, her routine… yet the gravity between her and Finn never goes away.
As the seasons change, the truth becomes impossible to ignore:
they never really stopped belonging to each other.
But this is not just a love story. It’s a story about the moments we miss, the words we don’t say, and the tragedy that makes you wonder—
what if things had been different?
Heart-shattering, tender, and unforgettable, If He Had Been With Me captures the longing of first love and the pain of realizing you might have lost your soulmate before you even understood what they meant to you.
Perfect for readers who crave emotional romance, tear-jerkers, and stories that stay with you long after you close the book.
