This is your life. Right here, right now, and you have a choice. You can either indulge your sh*t and repeat it until you die or finally take yourself on in a way that actually changes your life. There's no in-between. It's one or the other.
Stop tolerating your unfulfilled, unhappy, and frustrating life. Declare a change.
Too overwhelming? Get to work.
Too hard? Get to work.
Too complicated? Get to work.